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Sep. 17th, 2005 06:22 amMeant to get to bed early last night, and didn't manage it. Again. So now I'm going to sleepwalk through the day. Again.
The impending job interview has sucked whatever motivation I might have had for doing my job this week. Which wasn't much, granted; life in the grounds dept has been going downhill since before New Boss was hired. All I can think about now is I'll be out of here in a couple more weeks. And I know I shouldn't be getting my hopes up like this, so soon, but gods above and below, I want out. I don't know what I'll do if I don't get the job (besides being terribly angry and crushed). Play catch-up, I guess. I've put projects off all season, because I've been told all season that the job would be coming open "soon", and I'd get it. I'd really hate to have to spend next season still on the grounds crew, doing everything I put off this year.
And I'm sure that part of the hamster wheel in my brain comes from not enough rest lately. There's an open afternoon in my schedule next Friday; I've already pencilled in a nap.
By didn't get home until 9:30 last night. Robyn brought home the new printer at 4:30, and had asked him to stay and get it installed. He called me after 5, saying he thought he'd be another hour. After 7, the cavalry calls, looking for him, because he hadn't called them, either. (By the way, thanks for checking on him, hon.) So I call the studio, talk to him, and send the cavalry out to help him fix it. Much thanks to John and Cammie, for going and figuring out what the problem was, and finally sending him home.
And my silly self stayed up takling with him last night, 'cuz I hadn't seen him much the past couple of days. Probaby would have stayed up later, but I started falling asleep in the middle of sentences.
I know there's an addition to the schedule I posted earlier in theweek, something in October, but I just can't remember right now. I'll ask By later, and fix the schedule then.
The impending job interview has sucked whatever motivation I might have had for doing my job this week. Which wasn't much, granted; life in the grounds dept has been going downhill since before New Boss was hired. All I can think about now is I'll be out of here in a couple more weeks. And I know I shouldn't be getting my hopes up like this, so soon, but gods above and below, I want out. I don't know what I'll do if I don't get the job (besides being terribly angry and crushed). Play catch-up, I guess. I've put projects off all season, because I've been told all season that the job would be coming open "soon", and I'd get it. I'd really hate to have to spend next season still on the grounds crew, doing everything I put off this year.
And I'm sure that part of the hamster wheel in my brain comes from not enough rest lately. There's an open afternoon in my schedule next Friday; I've already pencilled in a nap.
By didn't get home until 9:30 last night. Robyn brought home the new printer at 4:30, and had asked him to stay and get it installed. He called me after 5, saying he thought he'd be another hour. After 7, the cavalry calls, looking for him, because he hadn't called them, either. (By the way, thanks for checking on him, hon.) So I call the studio, talk to him, and send the cavalry out to help him fix it. Much thanks to John and Cammie, for going and figuring out what the problem was, and finally sending him home.
And my silly self stayed up takling with him last night, 'cuz I hadn't seen him much the past couple of days. Probaby would have stayed up later, but I started falling asleep in the middle of sentences.
I know there's an addition to the schedule I posted earlier in theweek, something in October, but I just can't remember right now. I'll ask By later, and fix the schedule then.